I cannot believe it I am getting married soon.

The plans for it are going well so far.. but, I have so many things I have yet to do and think about.

Guess I will write random stuff in this journal here since it is blank, and there is no one I could really talk freely with at times.

I miss going to church. Guess there are people that missed me.. and I need to attend church it seems.

I miss it.

I need the motivation to finish my seminar paper. Guess the first thing is to really start with writing it.

Please help me God..with all these.

Amen.

J